S has seenand experienced how bold and smart i have become and he really understood he has no place in my life he is right i am reponsible for my happiness. I am taking care of myself i am having fun in my life. I hardly think about him.after i come from school i rest for a little bit. Then me and g goes to park where we spend half hr. Then after cming back i spnd more time with g. After that i prepare dinner and once we had our dinner the rest of the time is absolutely for myself to listen to music and dance or read a book or talk to a friend or watch a movie or anything that just gives me joy.