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Today me and my ex s had a clnversation …

Today me and my ex s had a clnversation and this is what he told me . He told me tha This weekend he has done a lot of soul searching, and tonight came to the conclusion that he no longer want us to reunite

i was sooooo happy, to hear that.but he told that he would like us to cont as friends and he will appreciate the time we spend together, and he will be happy that i am happy. And he told he is not merely saying that, he is happy.when i told himhow excited i was about finding my wedding dress and marrying my ideal partner he told he want me to be as happy as i am today as much as possible, and if he’s (ideal) the one producing that happiness, then he is happy we met and are together.

S has seenand experienced how bold and s…

S has seenand experienced how bold and smart i have become and he really understood he has no place in my life he is right i am reponsible for my happiness. I am taking care of myself i am having fun in my life. I hardly think about him.after i come from school i rest for a little bit. Then me and g goes to park where we spend half hr. Then after cming back i spnd more time with g. After that i prepare dinner and once we had our dinner the rest of the time is absolutely for myself to listen to music and dance or read a book or talk to a friend or watch a movie or anything that just gives me joy.

I am enjoying each and every moment of l…

I am enjoying each and every moment of life. I am having so much fun in my life. Everyday i take g to park we spend 1/2 hr their playing. In home also we have lot of fun. I even talk to mist almost every day. Over the last couple of weeks we have go close to each others heart. I am having two child one of them i bore in my womb and the other one in my heart so both are having a special place in my life

I am enjoying each and every moment of l…

I am enjoying each and every moment of life. I am having so much fun in my life. Everyday i take g to park we spend 1/2 hr their playing. In home also we have lot of fun. I even talk to mist almost every day. Over the last couple of weeks we have go close to each others heart. I am having two child one of them i bore in my womb and the other one in my heart so both are having a special place in my life

Mist is with me and g and all 3 of us ar…

Mist is with me and g and all 3 of us are having lots of fun. After having our breakfast 3 of us played snake and ladder, ludo, bingo and memory board games. After that we switched on the music and danced. We also played pretend tea party. Right now it is raining and all 3 of us are dancing in the rain. The children are wearing their rain gears so they are safe. I am making and teaching the children how to make paper boats soon we will set our boats. It is sooooooo much fun. I am feeling joyful, and incredibly happy

Mist is with me and g and all 3 of us ar…

Mist is with me and g and all 3 of us are having lots of fun. After having our breakfast 3 of us played snake and ladder, ludo, bingo and memory board games. After that we switched on the music and danced. We also played pretend tea party. Right now it is raining and all 3 of us are dancing in the rain. The children are wearing their rain gears so they are safe. I am making and teaching the children how to make paper boats soon we will set our boats. It is sooooooo much fun. I am feeling joyful, and incredibly happy

All four of us had a very nice time yest…

All four of us had a very nice time yesterday. First we went for the movie. The show was at 11. We reached there 10 minutes before so g got enf time to get settled. The movie had lots of good songs and it was a sports based movie. So both kids had smthing they like. Mists father made sure all 3 of us are comfortable and enjoying the movie. He interacted with the kids. After the movie we went to the kids club. There both children had a blast. While both children were enjoying the rides me and him sat and shared a lot of insights on various topics. It was not tha we both shared the same opinion on every we had our own differences, but both of us are matured enough to see them as just a subject of debate and understand that everyone has the right to express their opinion without hurting anyone. We both felt a bit close to soul. We had many things in common, like we both like to help people in need. We both loved children, we both like to settle in a calm,friendly, neighbourhood with a view of mountains and creeks in our backyard. In between mist came and asked whther she can come and stay with me and gokul, he asked me whther it is okay since he has an imp meeting and mist will be alone also since monday is a holiday we dont have to worry and he can pick her up on monday evening. Once the children finished all the rides we went to the restaurant and had both veg and nonveg. He shared with me as a child he was a pure vegetarian, but after he began his business career he had to make a change in his diet. By the time we finished it was 8 pm since he had a meeting to attend and both children were a bit sleepy we decided to wind up. They dropped us home. Mist hugged me and gave me goodnight kiss before leaving.

Mistis father ringed me up today also. W…

Mistis father ringed me up today also. We talk for about two hours today. He talked to me in a friendly way. I understood one thing he has great respect for women. He loves children.. We both shared our likes and dislikes.in between i talked with mist. She is very excited about our saturday outing. We discussed about what we should wear, she told me about what she did in school. She told about rikie mam and many more. Again me and mists father talked. This time we talked about what we do in our free time. I told, i read books, watch tv or i surf net, but when i heard what he does i was surprised, he is a very busy business man who is travelling most of the time yet he finds time to volunteer in ngo s . He spents 25 % of his income monthly to a charity. I told him about my wish and how i am unable to do anything about it. He gave me a few contacts and promised he will take me there soon. We ended our chat by saying good night to each other.

Mists father ringed me up today and aske…

Mists father ringed me up today and asked whether i am free this saturday. He has got four tickets for a movie and mist and him would like to watch with me and g. I said yes and he said he and mist wil be here sat morning to pick us. I told him the good news that s himself has told about divorce. He is very happy and said saturday we are cleberating it.

Something wonderful happened today. I me…

Something wonderful happened today. I met the little angel whom i met 3 months back. The amazing thing is she recognised me . She came and hugged me and said i love you mamma. Seeing these her father came and told sorry to me. I said that is okay. After which we both had a litle chat. From what he told me i came to know that misti’s biological mom passed away when she was about 5. Mist still does not know about that and belives that mom had gone somewhere to work on a project. Another thing which he told me was that misti’s mom resembeled me. He showed me her photo. Yes he is right. She looked very much like me. I dont know how this is possible. We both talked for half an hour. In the meantime i fed mist icecream. She sat on my lap. Her father sat on the other end looking at how wel me and misti and bonding with each other. All these time he also sat with gok and gave him company. He watched him when he was on escalator. I was amazed to see how wel he interacts with gok. He told that he had voluntered in a school for children with aut. That is how he came to know about many things. All 4 of us had an incredible time

Money

I am greatful that now everyday i am having two kids for intervention. Also the intervention fees is increased and since my salary is 18000 i am leading a luxurious life. Also these days i am finding huge rebates on all my purchases. That way i am able to save a huge amount of money. With the money i am able to buy everything i want. I am rrally enjoying my newly bought 3G mobile phone. I have updated my wardrobe with 6 new dresses each ranging between 2000 to 5000. I have also bought a designer leather handbag and a new pair of nike shoes .

I am extremly happy. Just got back after…

I am extremly happy. Just got back after the picnic with kids in the orphanage. Myself,g, mist.and her father went for the picnic. We all had a wonderful time playing games, hiking, canoeing and enjoying delecious food. Mists father really enjoyed the picnic. He told the best part of the picnic is that he really loved seeing smile on those little ones face when mist and g were giving them gifts

Skills

G is improving in all skill areas. His verbal communication has improved tremendously. He has about 25 items for verbal manding and 15 words on verbal tact. He has started to brush teeth indipendently and today he took bath with very little help from me. He is getting good with sight readin. He has also learnt counting from 1 to 100 and can identify all letters from A to Z. His communication is improving with each day. He can sit and work by himself for about 10 minutes. He is also learning many new skills in prevocational. He has masterd many of the goals as per ablls and continuing to master the rest. I feel very happy and relaxed. The most happy thing is his improvement in social skills. Now i can take him any where. It is wonderful to see how well he communicates his needs on such occasions. Really thankful to all his therapists and most importantly to the universe.

Divorce

Finally i am granted divorce. Now i can open myself and be ready to embrasse my new and improved and better life. I can go forth with my life purpose. My parents and brothers and sis in laws are very happy for me. They are saying that they have full confidence in me that i will be successful in life, but for me i am already leading a successful life. It really feels great to take the fresh breath of freedom. The therapist who was my counselor after listening to me told that she has totally become my fan and wished me the very best. I am very happy for every thing. I am greatful for this divorce.

My life partner

My husband who came to my life after my divorce with s and at a time when i was enjoying a wonderful time with myself, coming to know the real me, what is my life purpose and i was ready for a new reationship. I was sure about what kind of person i want to spend my life with. The most important quality that i was looking at that time was that he must be filled with positive vibe. And he must father my son just as his own ready to adopt him and my son would become the 25% rightful owner of his(my partners)asset. Other qualities inclue he must be fun, loving, caring, compassionate, loyal, friendly, supportive, healthy, romantic, indipendent. And now when i am spending my days with him i am sure he is more than what i ever hoped for. He is so strong that nothing can disturb his peace of mind. He makes everyone realize how worthy they are. He always looks at the sunny side of everthing. A very optimistic person who only thinks and works and expects for the best. He always wears a cheerful expression and gives a smile to every living creature that he meets.. He always says that i am more than everything that he had hoped for in a wife. His business is very successful. He loves us ; his family soo much that he says we are his back bone. His bonding with G is marvelous. He loves for both g and Mist is pure. My partner and i are totally, completly and absolutely in love with each other. This feels fabulous. I deserve the loving relationship that i am enjoying right now. I am very greatful for this.

I am abundant

Wow i am on the top of the world right now. I have got a raise of six thousand Rupees in my salary. Now my salary is 18000. Not only that i have started getting at least two kids every day for intervention. From my interventions also i am getting a huge amount of money every month. I am also starting to recieve money from unexpected sources. My savings account these days is having a high balance. With the money i can afford anything i want and the best part is i am completely financially indipendent. Since everyday i am consuming nutritious food and exercising regularly my health is at its best. Every cell and organ in my body is functioning optimally. I feel truly blessed with the steady flow of abundance to my life. I am really worth for all these. I am a good money manager. I always make use of the money and health for the betterment of this world in where i live. Thank you divine lite.